i am not sure why i feel like this. i am so angry. like i have been lied to.
i have to always explain myself and what i mean by what i say or do.. but whenever i need some more depth on what others are up to, HA. YEAH RIGHT.
why am i the only one talking? its like this viscous cycle. i keep going and going and i dig myself a hole and everyone just stares at me like i am stupid. if i could just keep my mouth shut and never say all the things i think, beings said just for the fact that i am trying to keep a dying conversation going, things would be better.
LOVE IS NOT JEALOUS
and i am jealous. so this must not be love.
the only love i have is for music.
its my in my mind. my soul. my heart.
do no wrong.
fill your heart with a song.
- daniel johnston